azm Monday, October 30, 2006
I never meant to hurt you, really. That'll be the last thing that I'd ever want to do. I could no longer tolerate it. It was killing me that I couldn't tell you things. Last night, I reached the edge. I should have just let it eat the insides of me. I was just being selfish. I'm sorry.
Apologies for letting a depressing entry be the start of the first entry of my newly-borned blog. Don't link this blog. Just wanna let it be some kinda private blog.
So anyways, only managed to get 5 hours of sleep the previous night. I'd some thingy to present to the tutor and a group of classmates for Comm Skills. Waiting outside the room awaiting our time, my heart was just thumping. Brown had done the presentation before that and he said he did a crappy job. Ok, maybe it's normal for him to screw things up. Lols.
I can't believe I was that nervous cos' we're not exactly graded on the 'presentation'. But luckily for me, all went well. Fortunately I knew all there was for OSIP (since I'm planning for it) and the personality tests (did DISC profiling back in Sec 3). So you could say I just crapped my way through. I still feel a sense of achievement =)
Monday's lessons are always till 7. I sure have got some getting used to.