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Apologies for the somewhat emo post below.

The weekends which just passed was time well spent. Went to Sarah's for Open House, and saw familiar faces. As usual, Faisal was teasing me (I'll always be a blonde in his eyes. HAHA) Met Jhon after a gazillion years not seeing him.

To town. To Mt Faber. The waiter was 'lame-ly' funny.

After which me and Bolzie went to drive-thru at ECP. It was 4 in the morning when I reached home.

The very next day, went to get some groceries with Mum. She'd had initially grounded me from using the car since I got home quite late the previous day. But hey, I still managed to get the car. I can't really imagine the weekends without getting around with a car =\

So, with Bolzie (again), we VIVO-ed. I swear I hadn't heard of River Island till I saw the boutique. Blame me for the ignorance. If memory serves me correctly, we went to Siglap's Starbucks after that. Reached home at around 1+ Even so, I only headed to bed at around 3+ I still had the energy to watch episodes from 'Big Shots' and 'Supernatural'.

Work has been hectic. It has been since the week before with me sitting alongside my other colleagues. Previously I was sitting in a department I wasn't even doing work for. So yeah, I've been learning like really A LOT. Today, I actually left the office only at half past 1, the latest ever, and I didn't go out for dinner. Instead I had a sandwich that my mum had packed for me and ate with 2 colleagues, which was kinda funny. And what I also find funny is when my colleagues can spurt out vulgarities at e-mails. Heh. And even, 'sing' to the tune of the person on the other line. I'm busy, yet I'm kept somewhat entertained. The next time I step into the office, I'll be switching desks, hopefully not too far away from my colleagues.

Nevertheless, I still remember the social life I ONCE had. It's gonna be for another month.

I have so much to say but can't say them out till the weekends. By then, I'd already have forgotten them all, my thoughts.

Julie: I know it's somewhat stupid, but I can please say again how I enjoyed/appreciated the phone call on Sunday afternoon, though I'd just woke up, though probably half the time I was talking to you in the toilet, and though I was acting like a baby.

Sam: I HAVE THINGS TO TELL YOU ABOUT 'SHORT FART'. I THINK YOU ARE GOING TO HATE ME A LITTLE. HAHA. AND REMEMBER THAT I HAVE TO GET MY JEANS ALTERED. THANKS.

Rad: I know you've been having problems, but have never had the time to sit down with you and talk about it. I'm so so sorry. It's people like me that make you, oh well, you should know yeah? But again, I'm really sorry. We'll meet soon ok?

Monisha: I think you asked me for 'kuih'. But frankly, this year my house has no 'kuih'. HAHA. And yes, I still owe you prata. So long overdued please. December ok?

Hi All (or more appropriately, "Hi Me")

It's 2 in the morning, when I'm supposed to be sleeping like regular people. But no, I'm still wide awake, with no one to talk to.

This post should be about Hari Raya, but no, I'm not going to talk about it, just because for one, I'm not the celebratory kind. Call me a wet blanket, but hey, everyone has the right to their own issues.

This post could be about my love life, but no. Yet again I'm not going to talk about it, just because for one, it still kinda pisses me off. Secondly, I don't care.

This post would include some of my pet peeves as can be read by the following:

1) When they said some things were never meant to be said, those people really meant it. Like SERIOUSLY, do you REALLY have to tell the whole world? We are glad you like to entertain us with the 'juice', but SERIOUSLY, does EVERYONE have to know?

2) For example, could you imagine the pope practicing Witchcraft? Okay, that was a little TOO far-fetched. Ok. Carrie Underwood eating beef. That's more like it.

3) Paranoid people.

I am so in the "I-want-to-find-fault-with-each-one-even-if-there-is-none" mood.

So before I offend anyone else, somewhat kind words from me:

You may not be who you think you are to me.

I've some things on my mind.

I just finished watching ( in running order) Prison Break S3, Heroes S2, Bones S3, Private Practice S1, Ugly Betty S2, Grey's Anatomy S4 and CSI:LV S8. A tad too many shows for my own good for the night. But hey, I've been deprived of them for the last couple of months. And I must say I was impressed by Private Practice. I thought it was gonna be some failed project spin-0ff, but I managed to cry on the very FIRST episode, and we all know what this means. It is a GOOD show. Ugly Betty is still good, though there are some incidents that when you think about it, is so 'Soap Opera De La Esponial'. Nevertheless, yes, I cried on the comeback episode. Maybe it's the sleep deprivation.

Internship is fine. I'm doing more stuff though compared to the rest, I'm kind of slack (but not as slack as Sharon. HAHA) And I feel a little bit more in place. Taxi claims are a b*tch.

Relationships. Okay, maybe I don't want to talk to them. (Actually I forgot what I'd wanted to say bout' them)

Understanding oneself. I guess no one else can understand yourself other than you, yourself (and maybe your mother). To others, it may be an absurd idea, but to me it's just another phase I want to go through.

The past. Does the past matter? I thought it didn't matter. Till..

Sarah: Give me your hand.
Me: Why?
Sarah: Just give it to me.
(pinches my inner arm)
Me: Ouch! Why did you do that for?
Sarah: Why do you want to know? It's in the past what.

I rest my case. And I swear there's still a bruise.

I guess the truth behind the past, it sets you free. No more wondering. No more doubts. No more questions. No more uncertainty.

For the better or the worse, the past is here to stay.