azm Monday, October 01, 2007
I've some things on my mind.I just finished watching ( in running order) Prison Break S3, Heroes S2, Bones S3, Private Practice S1, Ugly Betty S2, Grey's Anatomy S4 and CSI:LV S8. A tad too many shows for my own good for the night. But hey, I've been deprived of them for the last couple of months. And I must say I was impressed by Private Practice. I thought it was gonna be some failed project spin-0ff, but I managed to cry on the very FIRST episode, and we all know what this means. It is a GOOD show. Ugly Betty is still good, though there are some incidents that when you think about it, is so 'Soap Opera De La Esponial'. Nevertheless, yes, I cried on the comeback episode. Maybe it's the sleep deprivation.
Internship is fine. I'm doing more stuff though compared to the rest, I'm kind of slack (but not as slack as Sharon. HAHA) And I feel a little bit more in place. Taxi claims are a b*tch.
Relationships. Okay, maybe I don't want to talk to them. (Actually I forgot what I'd wanted to say bout' them)
Understanding oneself. I guess no one else can understand yourself other than you, yourself (and maybe your mother). To others, it may be an absurd idea, but to me it's just another phase I want to go through.
The past. Does the past matter? I thought it didn't matter. Till..
Sarah: Give me your hand.
Me: Why?
Sarah: Just give it to me.
(pinches my inner arm)
Me: Ouch! Why did you do that for?
Sarah: Why do you want to know? It's in the past what.
I rest my case. And I swear there's still a bruise.
I guess the truth behind the past, it sets you free. No more wondering. No more doubts. No more questions. No more uncertainty.
For the better or the worse, the past is here to stay.